Tuesday, June 12, 2012
AliciaMichelle Smith-Hunter Breeann Simpson James Hart i always say 'but alas' when i GIVE up and say IT is what IT IS. SO BE IT SOll OVer no worries baby i love you all <3 but alas <3 if i shud leave you for afew dont fret il be AAGAIN (no do NOT even say omg shes talkin like shes tweakin or like omg is she dying? cause NO i am not. as death symbolizes an end. i will NEVER die. not physically. i tell you this cause you will be second tellers my wayshowers as those you love may SEEM to not 'be there' if you cannot 'hear' from them but they are, techonology has made us depend on material aspects. in 2 months i went from over 33mgs in 3 days of ativan, yes i took that much, tha stress it was so bad i needed help i could not stand it, my tolerance is hi, i have learned patience, so my pain tolerance is hi, for i have felt true pain, but i have also an intolerance for medicine for its a fake, you have contol of your health why did mayans not need it? because they controled the health by living what they wanted and not wanting what they think they need to want to keep what they truly want. stop limiting yourself. accept youself a i do. i just found this blog i am going to read it now but i leave this to you for its 6 til 1030 pm 613 my new number 61 and 3 the KEY you threee. trust. i love you i will come home to washington and show you all and then back to oregon for i live there*here in the NOW. but if i disapear dont fret i WILL appear before you in 9 days or less you wll see... bree remember that tattoo. i love you
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