Sunday, June 10, 2012

I will use this medium, this meutral means of communication with you now. for you are the only other human who has this address, this blog site address, and all others as they find out what it is it will be time for them as well, i actually thought this blog would be first read by Alexander my husband for all intensive 'modern' societal terms. However this just seems to yet again FIT with everything else and i am for one embracing it. i will help you with this very utmost testing of tests and realization of certain aspects you may not have ever known you doubted. but here we are. as one. reading and typing, typing and reading, this medium, this form of communication is for us but also for all, and this is another example of we are one. im sorry for anything you do not think you 'wish' to experience but i assure you i will never impose on your free will and i will continue to write this blog as if it were a letter to you, to us, to I. this i will continue as a testimony to my sincere Love and the truth i hold so close about the meaning of this 'word' we toss around as humans yet knowing little of what it TRULY means to LOVE. will you let me love you? song title refference #2. lol.

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If you FEEL the need to write so if the idea has came to you then you should in fact do just that. this is where you might say anything random or not. for you may think it random but i can tellyou how it relates to me and i can relate it to you, you can relate it others ways and tell me i am wrong but we are all right, we are all write. life is an illusion as language is an illusion of expression. we learn to write cause its whats write write? society TEACHES us to do this cause we think it SHOULD be thats what our PARENTS wanted us to do. on earth. BUT my momma hated school didnt think we needed TAUGHT anything for she said we knew what we needed but if we wanted to know SHE would TEACH us. she has talked to me and i brokd down crying when she TALKED to me, she let me HEAR her voice cause that is what i truly wanted. for 11 yrs. for half my life. i had her. i knew her. then she was gone. and the rest of my life i spent wishing shed come back, but i knew she couldnt COME BACK it would be reincarnate, yes but not HER different body. body is illusion. her ashes are within 10 feet of me as i write this truth of what is write. for nothin gis write. its an illusion. for momma told me so. BIG DOGS.. because mom said so. SO BE IT. as i will so mote it be? me o it mote, so mote it be. SO BE IT. SOBE ONE SO BE ONE. lizard love baby. yes a drink of immortality. drain a lizard drink some truth accept it works and it WILL accept you HAVE the money you NEED cause you cant always get what you want but if you try tri trinity you will suck'seed or succeed. for you are my greatest illusion as i am your greatest illusion. white wedding of illusion. IDOLize that billy boy. <3 peave day two-day <3 321123 <2 peave day two-day <3 5 in family 3 trinity as 1 whole