Tuesday, June 12, 2012

the last post was a copy & paste from anothers 'random' blog (hitting random, i have mentioned that somewhere before? dunno if in here or on fb-facebrick-lol or where but i DID). anyway i can relate all i copied to ME from a random blog. cause I AM looking for signs so THEY are there, its time to LOOK if you choose to look you will SEE :) but you must truly CHOOSE to ill post afew pics of the next 'random' blog that i (was going to post the copy paste of the first one then felt the 'need' to hit random again and (random- next blog) anyway ill post pics. all i have to say is i met alex in my first year of high school. within 3 hrs of 'high' school MOST are on their OWN right? well i was 9 when i 'graduated' if thats the case and by 11 i was alone on my own (literally family you have to have to have my back on this you KNOW i was alone i have ALWAYS said ive lived ALONE since 11- im 22 now. yesterday my first son (second child, first misscarriage was a girl *lol i just saw my type-OHH lol i wont correct it/them. if you want to know what i am saying you WILL know. its the power of the mind. youve saw them messages well, thats all anything is. a code. but ur brain knows. you only 'use' 10% of ur brain cause that is what ur TOLD thats what society tells you and you beLIEve it then when you get Too OLD you die cause ..you know.. we 'die of old age' at all ages, 60s, ya it was rough, or 103? nah ur tellin me someone almost half my age had a harder life? ya its possible. but NOW think of that some one that dies when they are a fetus. abortion. thats doing it on purpose. but if you drink or do drugs or something and it happens its a misscarriage, well, no you still aborted the fetus ANY time you miscarry you BODY aborts it cause it KNOWS there is something wrong so if you WANT to get an abortion then you should but if you dont then YOU shouldnt. you know. stop THINKING what other people Taught you To think for its the OLD way, KNOW . . . you teach a baby to read right? WRONG my momma NEVER taught me to read. ask steph ask jon did momma teach us to read? no she did not! she said if u wanna u can but i dont think you need to be taught cause you will know all you need to know, the PUBLIC schools teach nonesense. well steph - ok yes im sorry had you lioved different yes shed be here, for if I had realized sooner then i would have been able to save her as well but it wasnt for it wasnt time she had to LEAVE so that i could help you see, for i was the last child. and i was the last hope. i SAW what WAS i KNOW what IS... but... even tho Sam I AM I Sam... it takes time to explain everything so patience. i have always said i was cursed with patience. i have never lost them til i admited i had no control. i thought i was crazy and i was but im NOT anymore. i just KNOW. NOW. K? trust me for i trusted momma. and whenever i forgot the trust i would think MOM.. and here NOT THE MOMMA and i never connected it, then after my first miscarriage in 2009, in august, ok now i know. i named Andrew after Andrew Weber for his birthday is August too and i never knew a Andrew til i met him thru my brother, at times, the only sibling i claimed. my son was born oh wow. august 8th 'jon' my brother in law and sister took me to oregon to get alex my husband, we were homeless had no money i knew i was leaving my job or getting fired but i was accepting my job WOULD end because we were going to start our family- within 3 days we had decided to conceive. no ONE knows how FAST we decided this after getting back together after being apart (lol 3 yrs) after we were tore apart by others free will. free spirit. lol free spirit is Andrew Webers dad. he died at 333 always me or AM (lol ok archangel micheal NOW i get itlol) thank you Harold Weber. YOU are Archangel MichEal :) i wonder what ur middle name is? hmm yes i can connect that too.. too bad i wont remember ill have to ask Andrew when hes ready to talk again, yes i know hel see this when hes ready maybe i - ok. yeah i get it. soons HE sees it for he freaked and wanted to block me then i deleted him and now he will have to WAKE UP on his OWN but i KNOW he will and he will find these words. 4DOODOO WILL DO BILLY BOY lots of 2's there.. 2/3.. ok crystal- boggs is another illusion, lol but it helped you connect the dots. - 2/3 2d3o DOODOO... who gave you that nickname andrew?.... i will wait til you SEE this and YOU cum to ME... then I will kNOw cause i do not no now k, 4 I. KNOW. NOW. IS. I. ISIS got her crown on june 5/6th of 2012. THATS how you know june 11th 2012 was the day earth ascended. for I ascended. and my number is 22 or 4. ANdrew my son and my best friend ALICIA they have a path number (AND birth DATE of AUG 11th-lol) they have a life path number of 4. andrew is the key cause 22 is 4. and 4 is 2+2. anyway its a 24hr notice cause its 2 with 22 (me) and its taken me 2 days to ascend by connecting 22 to me in EVERY way. test it for i will tel all anything and everything. you say something i will decipher and desect or -di- 2- divide- pull apart what you say and make a BIG PICTURE for you to SEE if you NEED it... but i know you dont need it, for if you ask it is only because you WANT.. i stopped wanting a day ago. 24hrs...lol ok REAL reason 24hr notice lol i stopped wanting a day ago i accepted i was crazy insane or insane crazy for i what i say you say has KNOW meaning and then i was ok that people would think i was NUTS that i was ANISE CHRIST KEPURAH the ANTIKRIST... but that IS an illusion. once upon a time. the never ending story :) now i know why i love the name sebastion- ok - ALex when you read this i told you we had 2 miscarriages, we had 3- i said twins, well this last one WAS twin girls, the first was a boy named sibastion. but we - wow- i wanted to be like momma and i am. 2 girls 2 boys ... but 1 child. 1 legacy 1 way to tell. ok. you may not beleive me. but you will belive my son. :) we have telepathy and he will never forget that because I knew it BEFORE i left. i guess i AM the antikrist for i AM the first Galactic Human?..lol OK i can accept that too..lol well i guess whenever the dr gives me a test and im "all healed' youll know too?... something like that.. lol

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